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Are you dreaming to escape your reality: Lessons from my REAL-LIFE MATRIX
I am a person who lives in her dreams. I live way far away from reality. I think I do so coz the reality sucks.
Day dreaming and staying stuck in a dream for a considerable amount of time has been my LIFESTYLE since a LONG time.
Often times I am confused of the real world, of what is happening around me, of people’s reactions or of simply my existence. Because there is a gap in your real world vs the world you create around you to feel good.
My imaginary world is my MATRIX. Created, controlled and destroyed by me.
I live in matrix from time-to-time. Sometimes it is a multi-dimensional living.
I realized it is bad. And Here I share my story.
WHEN DID IT START?
Age-6
My First day-dream was induced by others. When I got a wrong perception that my Nani’s family was my family. That my aunt and uncle were my brothers and sisters, which was a wrong thing to think about as I ended up making wrong expectations. When the expecations dont meet, you end up blaming yourself and those who are close to you, which is what I ended up doing. Distress creates even more subconcious hurt. ( Note to self : make sure u are never lying to kids as they should know the…
